{"id":1809,"date":"2026-03-22T14:07:26","date_gmt":"2026-03-22T14:07:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/log-out-go-out.ro\/?p=1809"},"modified":"2026-03-29T09:29:46","modified_gmt":"2026-03-29T09:29:46","slug":"testimonial-jucator","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/log-out-go-out.ro\/index.php\/2026\/03\/22\/testimonial-jucator\/","title":{"rendered":"Testimonial Jucator"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"1809\" class=\"elementor elementor-1809\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3dc22eb e-flex e-con-boxed wpr-particle-no wpr-jarallax-no wpr-parallax-no wpr-sticky-section-no e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"3dc22eb\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-38e1f6a elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"38e1f6a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0d554d4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"0d554d4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Un Fost juc\u0103tor<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-88c5a3f elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"88c5a3f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\u201eAveam 15 ani c\u00e2nd am c\u00e2\u0219tigat prima dat\u0103. Aveam 23 c\u00e2nd am \u00een\u021beles c\u00e2t am pierdut de fapt.\u201d<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7210024 elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"7210024\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-719a073 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"719a073\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Primul lucru pe care \u00eel \u021bin minte e surpriza.<br \/>Eram cu b\u0103ie\u021bii, \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 de l\u00e2ng\u0103 liceu. Unul dintre ei m-a pus s\u0103 bag o h\u00e2rtie de 10 lei. Am b\u0103gat-o. \u0218i au ie\u0219it 150.<br \/><br \/>150 de lei. \u00cen mai pu\u021bin de un minut. F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fac nimic.<br \/><br \/>Nu \u00een\u021belege\u021bi ce a \u00eensemnat asta pentru mine. Mama era asistent\u0103 medical\u0103 \u2014 dar asta nu ajungea. Mai avea un job la o cur\u0103\u021b\u0103torie \u0219i uneori mai cosea pe acas\u0103, noaptea, c\u00e2nd credea c\u0103 dormim. Eram trei fra\u021bi. Banii nu lipseau \u2014 pur \u0219i simplu nu existau. Eu m\u0103 uitam la colegii mei cu ghete noi \u0219i telefoane noi \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentrebam de ce la noi totul era \u201eluna viitoare\u201d sau \u201ec\u00e2nd ne permitem\u201d.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c73cecf elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"c73cecf\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-63f8517 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"63f8517\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u0218i brusc, o ma\u0219in\u0103 de joc mi-a dat \u00eentr-un minut ce mama mea nu putea s\u0103-mi dea \u00eentr-o lun\u0103.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am crezut c\u0103 am g\u0103sit un secret. Ceva ce al\u021bii nu \u0219tiau.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">La \u00eenceput c\u00e2\u0219tigam destul c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 mint. 50 azi, 200 m\u00e2ine, nimic poim\u00e2ine, dar 300 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na viitoare. \u00cemi spuneam: \u201eSunt pe plus.\u201d Nu eram. Dar nu mai \u021bineam cont. Cum s\u0103 \u021bii cont c\u00e2nd sim\u021bi c\u0103 e\u0219ti la un pas de lovitura cea mare?<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Apoi au \u00eenceput zilele \u00een care intram \u00een sal\u0103 cu 100 de lei \u0219i ie\u0219eam cu buzunarele goale. Mai \u00eent\u00e2i m\u0103 sup\u0103ram. Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 conving singur: azi nu a fost ziua mea, dar m\u00e2ine sigur e.<\/span><\/p><p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">M\u00e2ine. Mereu m\u00e2ine.<\/span><\/i><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8e797e8 elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"8e797e8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-02c933d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"02c933d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Cristi era un tip mai mare din cartier care \u201eajuta\u201d lumea. \u00ce\u021bi d\u0103dea c\u00e2t voiai. Dar nu te \u00eentreba c\u00e2nd dai \u00eenapoi \u2014 asta era partea care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 sperie, dar, \u00een loc de asta, pe mine m-a lini\u0219tit. Am luat 500. Am luat 1.000. \u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 1.000.<br \/><br \/><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ce nu-\u021bi spune nimeni: c\u00e2nd datorezi cuiva ni\u0219te bani pe care nu-i ai,\u00a0 atunci frica e non-stop. Nu e fric\u0103 de b\u0103taie. E fric\u0103 de soneria telefonului. De mesajul care vine la 11 noaptea. De ma\u0219ina care parcheaz\u0103 prea aproape de blocul t\u0103u. Tr\u0103ie\u0219ti cu un nod \u00een stomac care nu mai pleac\u0103.<br \/><br \/><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dar nici asta nu m-a oprit. \u0218ti\u021bi ce m-a oprit? Nimic. N-am fost eu cel care s-a oprit.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-61e1c4b elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"61e1c4b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c0c14b6 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c0c14b6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Am \u00eenceput cu lucruri mici din cas\u0103. Un fier\u0103str\u0103u electric al bunicului. Un radio vechi. Chestii de care credeam c\u0103 nu-i pas\u0103 nim\u0103nui.<br \/>Apoi am trecut la bijuteriile mamei.<br \/><br \/>Le-am luat una c\u00e2te una. Nu toate odat\u0103 \u2014 nu sunt prost. Un inel azi. Un l\u0103n\u021bi\u0219or peste dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. O br\u0103\u021bar\u0103 la o lun\u0103. M\u0103 uitam la cutia ei \u0219i calculam: pe asta nu o poart\u0103 de mult, n-o s\u0103 observe. \u0218i aveam dreptate. Nu observa. Sau poate nu voia s\u0103 observe.<br \/><br \/>Nu \u0219tiu ce e mai r\u0103u. C\u00e2nd cutia a fost goal\u0103, am g\u0103sit portofelul ei. Diminea\u021ba, \u00eenainte s\u0103 se trezeasc\u0103. 50 de lei azi, 20 m\u00e2ine. M\u0103 sp\u0103lam pe m\u00e2ini de fiecare dat\u0103, de parc\u0103 asta schimba ceva.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-99913ab elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"99913ab\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4efe48c elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4efe48c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u0218ti\u021bi ce sim\u021bi c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi furi mama? Nu sim\u021bi nimic. Asta e partea cea mai bolnav\u0103. Ai un gol acolo unde ar trebui s\u0103 fie ru\u0219ine, dar golul e acoperit de un singur g\u00e2nd: dac\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tig, pun totul la loc \u0219i n-o s\u0103 afle nimeni.<\/span><\/p><p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nimeni nu c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 pun\u0103 totul la loc.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0a7a912 elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"0a7a912\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2ec258d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2ec258d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mama a aflat t\u00e2rziu. Prea t\u00e2rziu. Nu a \u021bipat. Nu m-a lovit. S-a uitat la mine cu ochii \u0103ia de om care e prea obosit s\u0103 mai fie dezam\u0103git \u0219i a zis: \u201eDe c\u00e2nd?\u201d<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">N-am putut s\u0103-i r\u0103spund.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2d3c80d elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"2d3c80d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-edb11c1 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"edb11c1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Totul s-a terminat \u00eentr-o sear\u0103 de noiembrie. St\u0103team \u00een camer\u0103, \u00een \u00eentuneric, cu telefonul \u00eenchis, pentru c\u0103 nu mai suportam s\u0103 v\u0103d mesajele lui Cristi. Au b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103. Mama a deschis. Era Cristi, cu \u00eenc\u0103 doi.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nu-mi place s\u0103-mi amintesc de seara aia. Dar \u00eemi amintesc, \u00cens\u0103 nu o povestesc. Tot ce v\u0103 spun e c\u0103 mama mea \u2014 femeia care lucra trei joburi ca s\u0103 creasc\u0103 trei copii \u2014 a pl\u00e2ns \u00een fa\u021ba unor str\u0103ini din cauza mea.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Acolo s-a terminat totul.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nu vreau s\u0103 spun c\u0103 s-a terminat jocul. Jocul se terminase de mult. S-a terminat persoana care credeam c\u0103 sunt.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9ca4a53 elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"9ca4a53\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-53f2143 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"53f2143\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am 31 de ani acum. Nu am mai jucat de 8 ani. Am un job. Mama nu mai lucreaz\u0103 trei joburi \u2014 ne-am asigurat noi, fra\u021bii, de asta. Bijuteriile nu le-am putut pune \u00eenapoi pe toate. Pe unele da. Pe altele nu.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Rela\u021bia cu mama nu e perfect\u0103. Sunt lucruri care nu se repar\u0103 complet. Dar sunt lucruri care se pot construi din nou, altfel.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2a41ecc elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"2a41ecc\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ca1e2af elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ca1e2af\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dac\u0103 ai 15 ani \u0219i cite\u0219ti asta \u0219i te recuno\u0219ti \u2014 \u00een senza\u021bia aia c\u0103 ai g\u0103sit un secret, \u00een banii pe care-i ascunzi, \u00een minciunile mici care au devenit mari, \u00een frica de care nu po\u021bi vorbi cu nimeni \u2014 vreau s\u0103 \u0219tii un lucru:<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nu e\u0219ti prost. Nu e\u0219ti r\u0103u. E\u0219ti blocat \u00eentr-un mecanism construit de oameni care c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 din pierderea ta.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><br \/><br \/><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u0218i po\u021bi ie\u0219i! Nu m\u00e2ine. Azi.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a35da46 elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"a35da46\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-425c306 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"425c306\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Numele au fost schimbate. Povestea e real\u0103.<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a7d87cd elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"a7d87cd\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">#LogOutGoOut #JocResponsabil<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Un Fost juc\u0103tor \u201eAveam 15 ani c\u00e2nd am c\u00e2\u0219tigat prima dat\u0103. Aveam 23 c\u00e2nd am \u00een\u021beles c\u00e2t am pierdut de fapt.\u201d Primul lucru pe care \u00eel \u021bin minte e surpriza.Eram cu b\u0103ie\u021bii, \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 de l\u00e2ng\u0103 liceu. Unul dintre ei m-a pus s\u0103 bag o h\u00e2rtie de 10 lei. Am b\u0103gat-o. \u0218i au ie\u0219it 150. 150 de lei. \u00cen mai pu\u021bin de un minut. F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fac nimic. Nu \u00een\u021belege\u021bi ce a \u00eensemnat asta pentru mine. Mama era asistent\u0103 medical\u0103 \u2014 dar asta nu ajungea. Mai avea un job la o cur\u0103\u021b\u0103torie \u0219i uneori mai cosea pe acas\u0103, noaptea, c\u00e2nd credea c\u0103 dormim. Eram trei fra\u021bi. Banii nu lipseau \u2014 pur \u0219i simplu nu existau. Eu m\u0103 uitam la colegii mei cu ghete noi \u0219i telefoane noi \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentrebam de ce la noi totul era \u201eluna viitoare\u201d sau \u201ec\u00e2nd ne permitem\u201d. \u0218i brusc, o ma\u0219in\u0103 de joc mi-a dat \u00eentr-un minut ce mama mea nu putea s\u0103-mi dea \u00eentr-o lun\u0103. Am crezut c\u0103 am g\u0103sit un secret. Ceva ce al\u021bii nu \u0219tiau. La \u00eenceput c\u00e2\u0219tigam destul c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 mint. 50 azi, 200 m\u00e2ine, nimic poim\u00e2ine, dar 300 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na viitoare. \u00cemi spuneam: \u201eSunt pe plus.\u201d Nu eram. Dar nu mai \u021bineam cont. Cum s\u0103 \u021bii cont c\u00e2nd sim\u021bi c\u0103 e\u0219ti la un pas de lovitura cea mare? Apoi au \u00eenceput zilele \u00een care intram \u00een sal\u0103 cu 100 de lei \u0219i ie\u0219eam cu buzunarele goale. Mai \u00eent\u00e2i m\u0103 sup\u0103ram. Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 conving singur: azi nu a fost ziua mea, dar m\u00e2ine sigur e. M\u00e2ine. Mereu m\u00e2ine. \u00a0 Cristi era un tip mai mare din cartier care \u201eajuta\u201d lumea. \u00ce\u021bi d\u0103dea c\u00e2t voiai. Dar nu te \u00eentreba c\u00e2nd dai \u00eenapoi \u2014 asta era partea care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 sperie, dar, \u00een loc de asta, pe mine m-a lini\u0219tit. Am luat 500. Am luat 1.000. \u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 1.000. Ce nu-\u021bi spune nimeni: c\u00e2nd datorezi cuiva ni\u0219te bani pe care nu-i ai,\u00a0 atunci frica e non-stop. Nu e fric\u0103 de b\u0103taie. E fric\u0103 de soneria telefonului. De mesajul care vine la 11 noaptea. De ma\u0219ina care parcheaz\u0103 prea aproape de blocul t\u0103u. Tr\u0103ie\u0219ti cu un nod \u00een stomac care nu mai pleac\u0103. Dar nici asta nu m-a oprit. \u0218ti\u021bi ce m-a oprit? Nimic. N-am fost eu cel care s-a oprit. Am \u00eenceput cu lucruri mici din cas\u0103. Un fier\u0103str\u0103u electric al bunicului. Un radio vechi. Chestii de care credeam c\u0103 nu-i pas\u0103 nim\u0103nui.Apoi am trecut la bijuteriile mamei. Le-am luat una c\u00e2te una. Nu toate odat\u0103 \u2014 nu sunt prost. Un inel azi. Un l\u0103n\u021bi\u0219or peste dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. O br\u0103\u021bar\u0103 la o lun\u0103. M\u0103 uitam la cutia ei \u0219i calculam: pe asta nu o poart\u0103 de mult, n-o s\u0103 observe. \u0218i aveam dreptate. Nu observa. Sau poate nu voia s\u0103 observe. Nu \u0219tiu ce e mai r\u0103u. C\u00e2nd cutia a fost goal\u0103, am g\u0103sit portofelul ei. Diminea\u021ba, \u00eenainte s\u0103 se trezeasc\u0103. 50 de lei azi, 20 m\u00e2ine. M\u0103 sp\u0103lam pe m\u00e2ini de fiecare dat\u0103, de parc\u0103 asta schimba ceva. \u0218ti\u021bi ce sim\u021bi c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi furi mama? Nu sim\u021bi nimic. Asta e partea cea mai bolnav\u0103. Ai un gol acolo unde ar trebui s\u0103 fie ru\u0219ine, dar golul e acoperit de un singur g\u00e2nd: dac\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tig, pun totul la loc \u0219i n-o s\u0103 afle nimeni. Nimeni nu c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 pun\u0103 totul la loc. Mama a aflat t\u00e2rziu. Prea t\u00e2rziu. Nu a \u021bipat. Nu m-a lovit. S-a uitat la mine cu ochii \u0103ia de om care e prea obosit s\u0103 mai fie dezam\u0103git \u0219i a zis: \u201eDe c\u00e2nd?\u201d N-am putut s\u0103-i r\u0103spund. Totul s-a terminat \u00eentr-o sear\u0103 de noiembrie. St\u0103team \u00een camer\u0103, \u00een \u00eentuneric, cu telefonul \u00eenchis, pentru c\u0103 nu mai suportam s\u0103 v\u0103d mesajele lui Cristi. Au b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103. Mama a deschis. Era Cristi, cu \u00eenc\u0103 doi. Nu-mi place s\u0103-mi amintesc de seara aia. Dar \u00eemi amintesc, \u00cens\u0103 nu o povestesc. Tot ce v\u0103 spun e c\u0103 mama mea \u2014 femeia care lucra trei joburi ca s\u0103 creasc\u0103 trei copii \u2014 a pl\u00e2ns \u00een fa\u021ba unor str\u0103ini din cauza mea. Acolo s-a terminat totul. Nu vreau s\u0103 spun c\u0103 s-a terminat jocul. Jocul se terminase de mult. S-a terminat persoana care credeam c\u0103 sunt. Am 31 de ani acum. Nu am mai jucat de 8 ani. Am un job. Mama nu mai lucreaz\u0103 trei joburi \u2014 ne-am asigurat noi, fra\u021bii, de asta. Bijuteriile nu le-am putut pune \u00eenapoi pe toate. Pe unele da. Pe altele nu. Rela\u021bia cu mama nu e perfect\u0103. Sunt lucruri care nu se repar\u0103 complet. Dar sunt lucruri care se pot construi din nou, altfel. Dac\u0103 ai 15 ani \u0219i cite\u0219ti asta \u0219i te recuno\u0219ti \u2014 \u00een senza\u021bia aia c\u0103 ai g\u0103sit un secret, \u00een banii pe care-i ascunzi, \u00een minciunile mici care au devenit mari, \u00een frica de care nu po\u021bi vorbi cu nimeni \u2014 vreau s\u0103 \u0219tii un lucru: Nu e\u0219ti prost. Nu e\u0219ti r\u0103u. E\u0219ti blocat \u00eentr-un mecanism construit de oameni care c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 din pierderea ta. \u0218i po\u021bi ie\u0219i! Nu m\u00e2ine. Azi. Numele au fost schimbate. 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